Wondering who I am,
I understood right now I am the observer,
Looking at the drama, occurring inside me,
Where my energies are creating a melody,
And my mind is tinkering,
With all the hustle and bustle,
With all the what if’s,
With all the concerns,
Jumping from one emotion to another,
Feels like running and running constantly,
But unexpectedly there entered a voice,
Inviting my mind to close my eyes,
To be gentle,
To be quiet and stay,
To sense that energy around me,
I am standing calmly,
And merely that very moment I felt alive.
Just like staring at beautiful hues of sunset.
All-day our mind conveys myths of the past, the guilt of loss, betrayal of self,
In an illusionary conception and we imitate our drama on it,
Composing a play with all details of our entire life,
Don’t we all do that?
Then why it feels so heavy, lost, and noisy,
Isn’t it our play and we created it ?.
And there was a silence for a moment,
Then again I heard a voice,
Wanting me to dance in a play and not play in a play.
Dancing and playing are analogous, very little one can reveal a difference, but that intention makes one alive in a moment or discovering a way to be alive in a moment.